What Border Crisis?

We have all seen the news reports, the images of migrants from the southern borders attempting to come into Texas, New Mexico, California, and Arizona wanting a better life than what they endured in Venezuela, Honduras, and Guatemala. Yet, though many on the Republican side demand that President Biden do something, there seems this other side that wants the chaos to continue so a certain candidate for President wins and can take credit and then asks, “what border crisis?”

If as many have stated this crisis is so critical then why is it now that Trump has told lawmakers on his side not to pursue this, though it is earmarked as a bipartisan agreement just waiting for a majority vote in both chambers of Congress and a Presidential signature? Of, course, its our national election cycle and Trump is relying heavily on chaos at the border so that he will be seen as the champion of immigration policy while Biden appears weak and ineffective.

Of course, like marketing the next great product, timing is everything. Biden should have made this deal possible last year. Then the former speaker, McCarthy, Senator Schumer, and Biden, or their surrogates could have hammered out a deal and potentially averted this potential disaster waiting to occur.

Instead, we have a demagogue who is such a narcist that he is more willing to put this country in complete disarray so he can become President for life and deal with the immigration problem his way. It is of course something that would remind everyone of Hitler’s Germany and the Jewish problem.

So long as we have these kinds of issues come where one side demands action from the other side, then turn around and do a 180 degree to say there really is not a serious problem and refuse to do what they perceived is the right thing, then our democracy truly is in peril. We cannot just sit on our hands just so someone else can take the credit because that person happens to be of the same political party demanding something be done. What border crisis, indeed.

I’m So Tired of This

I’m so tired of people. I’m sure you my loyal readers feel that way too. I’m not just talking about politicians who could care less about us, but rather things such as guns, oil, lobbyists and the corporate big wigs and shareholders. No, I’m talking about people in general who don’t listen to a word I or you say. Where having to repeat what you already told them is becoming common place anymore. Or you come on to someone who for whatever reason is upset, angry or frustrated from no fault of your own and he or she retaliates against me, or you because we just happened to be in their cross hairs.

Today I’ve had to deal with a pair of individuals who apparently had more important things on their mind than me and whatever my concern was. As I always do when talking professionally to someone, I start by introducing myself, “Hello, I’m Jerry Schellhammer, etc.…”

I shouldn’t have to repeat my name. That is a given, yet in both cases, they weren’t listening to me, but, rather, their minds were obviously focused on another issue or conversation before mine and they asked me, “Who is this?” No, their next question should have been, “How can I help you Mr. Schellhammer?” Or “What seems to be the problem?” Not. “Who is this?”

On Sunday afternoon, while I was at work, I came upon a situation. The security guard at the casino I work at informed me as he stepped outside the rest room, I was about to go to clean that I needed to see something first. Now this particular restroom was recently renovated with new faucets, toilets, and urinals. It’s state-of-the-art stuff, something to be proud of. 

I walked inside and low and behold one of our wonderful guests decided that we made him spend all his hard-earned money gambling and rewarded us by defecating in one of the urinals. All it did for me is reinforce my opinion that humankind is made up of ignorant pigs who don’t deserve a nice place to come and entertain themselves.

Needless-to-say, I’m really, really tired of this; lack of respect, lack of empathy, lack of common curtesy and sense that has seemingly plagued this country these last few years. It’s not just the politicians I’m tired of, it’s people who generally come across as having their own personal agenda and to hell with everyone else. They feel like they’re entitled and how dare I even acknowledge them unless I’m groveling at their feet. If you want to make America great again, start with acting like you actually give a crap about anyone beside yourselves.

My First Review of a “Masterpiece”

Sometime back just before Christmas I saw an article about Henry Miller’s Tropic of Cancer. The article made me curious about what exactly made this book so great. I remember my college professors pushing “masterpieces” down our collective throats. Most, such as Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, were indeed great books worth reading and I was dismayed that libraries wanted this book banned because certain words were used so freely.

So, I began reading this book from my Kindle. I had to weed through a personal critique of a reviewer, Karl Shapiro was his name; he was all agog about Henry Miller’s prose and style. I honestly was not impressed by this reviewer who I began to suspect might had some illusions of romance in his praises of Henry Miller.

Ayn Rand also put in her two bucks worth telling us how great a writer Henry Miller was and how he realistically portrayed his experiences in Paris in the 1930s. So, my judgement was already soiled by these two prologues prior to actually reading the story and making my own judgements.

So, I began reading of this starving writer who described Paris, its life, and lifestyles as “the Paris of Maugham, Gauguin, Paris of George Moore.” Then he shares the realities that is Paris or was Paris in 1934. It is a Paris of filthy streets in the dead of night, of prostitutes, pimps, and thieves. As he explained his experiences, there he sees no difference from New York City where he escaped to find his artistic self.

While I agreed with Ayn Rand on his descriptive realities of the least savory aspects of Paris, I can also see why many bookstores and libraries refused to display this book on their shelves. It is for all intents and purposes a treatise of immorality and obscenity. While Miller does not expand on his sexual escapades by showing his descriptions for all to read, by early twentieth century standards, it is easy to see why many people felt offended by this book.

There are episodes of insight that he placed in that caused me to think and wonder, humorous incidents such as the Indian émigré who mistakenly used the Bodet as a toilet.

For the most part Miller’s experiences while insightful and profane, is not I think worthy of greatness. There was more telling the reader rather than describing or showing. I read better masterpieces by Hemingway—For Whom the Bell Tolls, Fitzgerald—The Great Gatsby, or Mark Twain—Huck Finn. Those books are timeless, relevant today as when they were written. Tropic of Cancer does not rate in that category. It is neither timeless nor relevant in today’s society. Certainly, there are still women and men working the streets of Paris, or any other city in the world, struggling writers trying to make a living as best he or she can, and friends or pretend friends who take advantage of one’s charity or circumstance to advance themselves to make them look good.

I don’t know how Tropic of Capricorn rates in comparison seeing I never read that book either, but if it is anything like the book I just read, I probably won’t read that either. I wasn’t as impressed by his word craft as I was with those other three writers and their books I described above.

A Knight Crime

Johnny Knight had a serious drug habit. A habit so bad it cost him his acting career. Twelve years after he starred in a successful television comedy, he presumably had his life turned around. The bad drugs took its toll on his health. The youthful features of his early acting career were replaced by more grown-up lines on his face, around his blue eyes and upon his brow. His once clean-shaven face now sported a trimmed beard, blondish, gray.

He took a new drug, prescribed by his doctor to counteract the addictive drugs he was entrapped by called buprenorphine. Whenever he had an urge, he took this. His doctor also prescribed ketamine. This evening these were in the back of his mind. He just finished talking to his friend who he costarred in that TV series that seemed a lifetime ago.

“How are you doing?” She asked with genuine concerned in her tone.

“Ninety days of being clean and sober,” Johnny announced with pride.

“You have to know how proud I am of you, Johhny!”

“Lilly, you know that that is one of the seven deadly sins, don’t you?”

“Oh, stop it. You used to be so amoral. Now look at you, talking about committing sin and all of that nonsense.”

Her New England dialect came out at that point, which made him laugh. “Yes, I have changed. Look, I will have to have lunch with you next week. I might be getting a role on a new TV series. Dan, my agent. I think you met him at one of those parties that eventually turned into a drug induced orgy. You remember him?”

“I can’t say as I have, but that is wonderful news. I’ll keep all my fingers and toes crossed for you.”

“You do that. Oh, look I got another call coming in. I’ll talk with you next week. Lunch at Cecconis?”

“You buying?” Lilian Campbell asked sharply.

“Well…McDonalds then?”

“Whatever! Go ahead and make reservations. Love you bye.”

She hung up on him before he could reply with one of his famous come backers, he used all the time on that series they starred in.

“Hello?” Johnny answered.

“It’s me. I need to see you.” His voice sounded familiar, but he had to ask anyway.

“Who is this?”

“Look, I need to talk to you. It’s a really big favor. I can meet you at your place say in about an hour?”

Johnny imagined him looking at his Rolex submariner. He wasn’t above the over dramatic himself as he whispered covertly, “Eight o’clock this evening at the hot tub. Bring your swimsuit.” He quickly disconnected the call. “What a hypocrite!”

Johnny made himself a nonalcoholic cocktail, relaxing at his jacuzzi. Malcolm his personal attendant came outside on the deck and announced, “You got a visitor, Johnny.” His demeanor appeared as straight as George Burns to Gracie or Dean Martin to Jerry Lewis. He rarely caught Malcom with a smile. At best he made a smirking grin that appeared full of irony. In walked a man dragged out to appear like Marilyn Monroe.

“Is it eight already?” Johnny asked as he dunked his head under the water for five seconds and popped his head back out. His face had flushed to a reddish color from the heat of the bubbling water.

“Actually, it’s closer to nine,” the visitor replied, pulling out a cigarette from a pack inside his clutch.

Johnny gave him a disapproving stare. “What’s with the get up?”

“I’m doing a play ‘Some Like It Hot.’

“Nice dress. You got white panties on too?”

“Maybe. Look, I need a super big favor from you.”

“Depends; you know I would do almost anything for you, so long as money isn’t involved.”

The Monroe look-a-like casted his eyes down. “There is a problem. I need ten thousand…”

Ten thousand what? Dollars? I told you no. I’m not a bank. Go sell your watch or whatever if you need money.”

“Johnny, please. There’re people, bad people that I owe and they’re willing to hurt me, if not kill me. I wouldn’t ask if it weren’t really important.”

“You are a lousy actor. No and that’s final. Malcom show him out the door!”

Tears began cascading down his face, besmirching the makeup and mascara, making him look clownish. Malcom politely, yet forcefully took his elbow and led him away. A moment later, Malcom appeared with that still sober expression. “Your friend is gone, Johnny.”

“Hey, take the rest of the night off. I’m going to go straight to bed here in a little bit anyway.”

“As you wish. Good evening, sir.”

Ten minutes later, he pulled himself from the hot tub and dried himself off. He heard something inside and stopped. “Malcom? Is that you?” He looked about curious to what made that sudden noise, like a slip on the floor. He approached the back deck entrance, not quite reaching the threshold. “Oh, what are you doing here?”

That was the last thing he remembered then the room, the deck and the dark night seemed to merged into a kaleidoscope of strange images, and finally a numbing blackness entered his consciousness. He vaguely heard the person, a man rambling and ranting at him in a crazy, delusional sort of way.

“You couldn’t just let it be, could you? No, you couldn’t help your old buddy out, no that was beneath you, wasn’t it?”

Johnny tried opening his eyes but all he saw was the white bathrobe lying next to the hot tub he had just emerged from. “I…what do you want?”

“You know what I want! Then you said, no!”  Johnny noticed him doing something by the outdoor bar. His back was to him. “That’s okay. You know what? We’re going to have ourselves a party, just like the old days when we had the world at our beck and call. You remember those days, don’t you Johnny? The parties, the drugs, the women. Lillian Campbell. Oh, I know those tabloid rumors were so true between you and her. She was supposed to belong to me!”

“I’m sorry,” he tried to spit out though his tongue and mouth felt as dry as dust and words came out in a nonsensical mumble or murmur. He wasn’t supposed to have known about that night of indiscretion. That night after the Emmies were handed out and their show was awarded best comedy of the season.

“It’s alright, Johnny. I forgave you years and years ago. After all we were the best of friends, then. I couldn’t blame you. Lillian was always so perfect, so pretty and so charming. After tonight she’ll come back to me, like she always has.”

“What are you, you going to do?”

He turned around. The blonde wig was gone, replaced by his thinning hair, darkened brown eyes and beginnings of a five o’clock shadow. He had in his hand a syringe with an amber looking liquid inside. His thumb pressed upon the plunger. He smiled at him. “Johnny, Johnny, Johnny, I only asked for that one favor and yet you said no. I didn’t want to hear that. I wanted yes. You are now mine to do as I please. The hot tub will add a flavor of intrigue too. Everyone will think you relapsed and got high, drowning in your vary hot tub.”

Johnny tried to used his diminished strength to fight him off. They struggled briefly but the syringe lodged into his thigh. The psychedelic effects took hold almost immediately. He felt as if floating on an ocean tide. The heated water added to the feelings. His left hand found something circler and springy that he grasped immediately. His mouth opened and his lungs filled with hot water. He slowly dissolved into the earth as his body relaxed and death emerged triumphant.

Moving into 2024 Whether I Want to or Not

I’m at a point in my life where I don’t relish the new year. Times past, I looked forward to the ball dropping on Times Square, not much this year. I’m deathly afraid, and this is what I feared back in 2020, that people would rather elect a tyrant into the presidency than someone who represents our common democratic traditions and values. I had a discussion with my sister concerning politics. Normally, we clash but we also see eye to eye on a number of topics. She told me, she would rather have Trump than Biden because, “Biden has dementia.”

“No, he doesn’t,” I replied sitting across from her in her dining room table. “Trump on the other hand; have you heard him speak? He’s the one with dementia or he’s completely off his rocker. He talks about Obama at his rallies as if he were still President.”

“At least Trump had a good economy,” she countered.

“No, he inherited that great economy from Obama’s eight years in office. Trump didn’t contribute at all.”

“Biden can’t put two words together!”

“Biden was born with a stuttering problem.”

“Can we change the subject?”

We can change the subject, but we can’t deny the ugly truth if Trump somehow wins the election because of distrust of one party because the current President isn’t popular for any variety of reasons, or that those people that adhere to a radically different political ideology or philosophy that counters what the majority of the voters in this country and appear more than willing to die for those beliefs.

Are we headed toward Civil War Part Two? Unlikely, but then again, who knows how radicalized these people are; the disgruntled, fringe elements out there who, more than anyone are so certain in their creed, their belief system that dwells in the back alleys of racism, Christian Identity and Christian nationalism that unlike us are more than ready to take up arms and rebel against their perceived enemies. Trump has become their voice.

On a more personal note, my marketing and writing strategies are a bit convoluted. The Nate Turner western is coming along a bit slowly, but steadily. I’m a bit in a quagmire when it comes to trying to market my books through the right people. If nothing else I’m starting to recognize a scam when I see one. I’m certain the ones that keep calling me at all hours of the day are the ones more desperate for my money than those who are genuinely interested in making me successful. I’m a bit disappointed in my publisher though. He—empirical—is not contributing at all in marketing either A Man’s Passion or I Albert Peabody. I don’t know if this is becoming a potent of things to come with this publisher or if they are just waiting for me to pick up the slack.

I’m ending this at a time when everything done for the coming year will be fruitful and our democratic ideals and principles remain firmly imbedded. Happy New Year all my loyal readers out there.

A Lot Has Happened

I’m home in my fifth wheel trailer and watching Sunday Night Football as Elsa my Amazon makes a mess on the living room carpet turning a cardboard box into shredded paper. The news has been dismal as is normal even though it’s the Holiday season of Peace on Earth and goodwill toward Man.

A lot has happened since I returned from my trip to Tennessee, not least of which is the inevitable possibility as reported by The New York Times, the return of Donald Trump to the white House, even though criminal indictments still loom large. It amazes me how so many people are taken in by this man. I would have thought by now how much of a phony he is would be obvious to everyone. Yet as a man in Iowa told an NBC reporter, Trump is their salvation, or words to that effect.

It’s no secret who Putin wants to be elected President next year. He would probably give Trump lessons on how to become a dictator. It would make his life so much easier that’s for sure. He would love to see Trump abandon NATO, let Ukraine wither and die like an apple on a tree in mid-November, and allow him free reign over Europe.

At any rate, I’m sitting here watching the Ravens and Jaguars and informing you my loyal readers that I have a trailer coming out soon to promote I Albert Peabody, Confessions of a Serial Killer.  The Living Word the marketing company responsible for my review of A Man’s Passion convinced me to do this project. As I write I’m in a bit of a quandary because I’m on a strict budget and can’t throw money at everyone who thinks they can market my books. So far, I haven’t received that support I so desperately want so that I can be successful.

Next Saturday I’m driving to Southeast Idaho at a town called Burley where I’m visiting my other sister Cathy and her husband Nick. Because both sisters live so far from Spokane, I had to make compromises, so both are pacified. I’m sure they’ll return the favor next year. I’m still undecided on my vacation plans for next year.

So, my loyal readers I’m once again wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year.

Roads From Tennessee: Final Day

I gave Terry, Greg’s father-in-law, two of my self-published books from the Four Seasons Series, Search for Justice, and Edge of Darkness.

He appeared happy and thanked me. I then gave Terry, Greg’s wife a hug and went to the pickup, threw my suitcase and laptop inside and we were off to Memphis to fly back to Spokane. The road trip back was uneventful, which I expected nothing less. After all, we are both AARP members and the 1970s are in our rearview mirror.

WE discussed all the problems of this country but honestly didn’t have a clue about solving it. His ideas and mine were on different paths. Perhaps maybe someone could find a way to bridge those paths but not today. Between driving me to the airport and talking politics Greg tried to get the Bluetooth working on the infotainment system of his Titan. “I can’t help you, bro. The Bluetooth on my Charger has never worked,” I told him as we crossed the Tennessee River and found ourselves in Mississippi heading north.

“It worked fine earlier,” he complained as I left myself a reminder not to buy a Nissan Titan in the near or distant future. It seemed that since I came along, there have been minor tics or bugs that has plagued this vehicle the last seven days. Yesterday, it was some weird thing going on with the ring tones from his phone that found itself playing on the speakers of his truck; now this.

We listened to the radio stations instead, mostly country though Greg eventually found a classic rock station that began playing Steely Dan. I didn’t recall the song. We started singing off key to the lyrics and then I said, “Greg, didn’t you tell me you don’t like jazz? Because Steely Dan’s entire reason for being is their jazz influence.”

“I don’t like certain aspects of jazz,” he explained to me patiently. “I also don’t care for the Rolling Stones because I can’t stand to look at Mick Jagger and those big lips of his, but I like their music.”

“Or Stephen Tyler of Aero Smith?” I asked.

“Exactly!” Greg exclaimed as a Led Zepplin song came on.

“This station’s playing some pretty righteous music, Greg.”

“Yeah, I’ll have to add this station to the presets.”

Like heading down, going back the traffic was moderate but became heavier the further north we went. A “Welcome to Tennessee” sign appeared and then another sign showed fifty miles to Memphis. As I mentioned earlier the climate here was very agreeable, seeming like a mildly hot summer’s in Spokane say in late August or early September. But, like I told Greg, the politics here is not my cup of tea. My pro-choice, pro LBGQ, pro-government views don’t sit well here or in my neck of the woods. As I wrote earlier, I had to hold my tongue many times because my views were in conflict with others including my own family.

Eventually Greg turned off one highway to another, an expressway leading into Memphis. Along the way we came on an accident with a small car, expensive looking SUV, and a semi. The semi won. The wreckage was widespread. The SUV was totaled while the truck sustained minor damage to its bumper, grill and left front quarter panel. “Looks like the SUV didn’t want to yield the right of way to that trucker,” I observed.

“You wouldn’t believe how many idiots out there have no respect for us truckers, thinking we can just back off or break for them when they pull in front of you. We got at least twenty thousand pounds sitting behind us as we’re driving on these highways. And they expect us to just slow down?” He asked incredulously. “It doesn’t work that way, as that idiot found out.”

He stopped at the Lowes to pick up a part for his trailer. I can’t remember what it was, but he left me in the truck while he went and picked up the part. Ten minutes later we were back on a back road and found our way via the navigator on his truck’s infotainment system.

We made it to the airport, and I noticed how big it was, generally a little smaller then Spokane’s, though we got federal funding from that infrastructure law Congress passed and plans for expanding were in the works.

He stopped in front of the Delta terminal. I got out and stretched, while he got my luggage and then for whatever reason I got emotional and hugged him fiercely hiding my face in his shoulder.

“I love you man,” I choked out.

“Shit, Jerry, stop it! I love you too. You going to get me to bawling too.” We disengaged and I wiped the tears from my cheeks and walked inside. Greg made it to his truck and got in.

After the ritual screening at the TSA site, I waited an hour for my next flight to Minneapolis. By the time we reached Minneapolis it was dark, and I saw various sports complexes where alit football fields made their presence known though I had no idea where teams they represented. None seemed big enough for the Vikings. I figured high school and possibly junior colleges were the culprits.

After we landed, not wanting to miss my flight here, I asked one of those airport service workers who drove a cart for a lift to the concourse I needed to go to, which was a very long distance away and I only had fifteen minutes to make my next flight. Ironically, the flight crew had come on another flight and were themselves late by the better part of twenty minutes. Somehow it all came together, and I was homeward bound, heading westward over the Dakotas and Montana, before finally arriving in Spokane a little before eleven that night.

I’ll see about making a return trip in a year or two. Today, I’m just grateful for this opportunity.

Roads From Tennessee: Day 6

Day 6

It’s a Baptist church in Corinth, Mississippi. It’s a large building that Greg informed me could hold well over a thousand worshippers. We parked nearby and Terry got onto a wheelchair that Greg provided her from the back area of the Kia SUV she had bought a while back.

We walked in through the greeting area that already had a number of people congregating and chattering among themselves about the weather and local happenings that I half heard as we meandered about the flock. Greg introduced me to the Sunday School teacher who would guide us through a lesson from the Bible. Later, I was to meet Brother Jim, who I was told was the pastor here. I didn’t recall the Sunday school teacher’s name, Brother Bill maybe? At any rate he was a tall gentleman with friendly smile. Greg then introduced me to Sister Agnes who was all a flutter that I was from Washington State.

“I lived in Olympia for a spell,” she told me in her most eloquent Mississippi drawl.

“I always lived on the east side of the state. I think Greg calls it the ‘right’ side of the state, though I don’t share many of their views,” I replied.

“He’s a democrat,” Greg pointed out as if this fact alone had me destined to the gates of hell.

“Oh, you are one of them,” she accused in a chipper laugh that seemed to lighten the mood a bit. “I went up there when my husband was stationed at Fort Lewis years and years ago. After he passed away, I came back here to my home. I just missed everything so. I did enjoy the forests and the pleasant weather y’all have up there in the spring and fall. Summers aren’t so bad neither.”

As luck would have it, I ended up sitting next to her in the Sunday School class on folding cushioned chairs. It’s funny but the last time I was in a Sunday school class was well before smartphone technology. Where back then one brought the Holy Bible with him or her, now it was a tablet or smartphone that everyone possessed. I used to be able to gauge a person’s Bible reading skills by the dog ears on the Bible’s pages as they were flipped through to find that certain verse, chapter, or book that had the most compelling argument to their belief. Now I had no such advantage.

I decided not to bring my cell phone with me, figuring I didn’t need it. But as it turned out, I felt a bit lost by not bringing it because the parishioners in this class effortlessly Googled the passage we were to study, and I felt a bit overwhelmed by their abilities. Do they actually offer smartphone classes for these people? Obviously, they’re a lot smarter than I gave them credit for.

By the same token, I’m sure I impressed them with the limited Biblical knowledge I possessed. The discussion delved into the Phoenician woman whose daughter was possessed by a demon and begged Jesus to exorcise it as in Mark 7:25-30. There were lessons learned that obviously could be applied in today’s trials, not least of importance was the newly opened conflict in Gaza between Israel and Hamas.

After that we went to the sanctuary and listened to music from their choir and then a sermon from Brother Jim. He was altogether a much different minister than the last Baptist preacher I was forced to listen to when I visited my grandma in Childress, Texas in 1978. He was about forgiveness and caring, whereas the one I listened to in Texas was about damnation and fire and brimstone, going to hell unless I repented and sought salvation.

I felt moved by his sermon, though for the life of me I can’t now remember what he said. I looked about the large gallery of this church with its cathedral ceilings and balconies where the choir sat, and behind me more worshippers who appeared as interested in the message as I was. Greg sat next to me, his eyes closed, obviously deep in prayer or meditation.

The service ended after about an hour and we all moved out to the greeting area where Brother Jim stood ramrod straight, a genuine smile on his weathered face, his white hair neatly combed. Greg introduced us and I shook his hand with a firm grip. “A very fine sermon sir,” I complimented him before releasing my hand from his. He then handed me a coffee mug with some other swag thanking me for coming.

“It’s a pleasure meeting you. Brother Greg and Sister Terry have told me much about you.” I thanked him and left the building to get some much-needed fresh air.

After we arrived home Greg and I grabbed his guns and we went out to a back portion of the ten-acre property his father-in-law, Terry still owned and did some familiarization of shooting paper targets with handguns. He had an AR-15 he recently purchased, but it wasn’t sighted in and shot well right and up from the target he aimed for. It was getting dark by then and we made haste to call it a day.

Tomorrow, I go home back to Spokane.

Roads From Tennessee

To start with, people in Tennessee talk funny. It’s also contagious. I had a heck of a time returning back to my normal accent. It must’ve been three days before I stopped combining you and all. My bestie had wanted, no begged me to go and visit his place down in Savannah, a mostly rural community. I never got what the population was. According to Bing here the population of Savannah, Tennessee is 7,224. As I’ll explain to you later, this community has more history to it than the fact it’s a small backwater by the Tennessee River.

Tuesday afternoon I left Spokane on a Delta flight bound to Atlanta. I arrived around 7:30 and was on the Delta concourse that was an airport all itself. I vaguely remembered coming through Atlanta when I left Fort Jackson after my initial training after joining the National Guard. Apparently, this airport grew exponentially since.

I went straight to the boarding area and waited for the 10:45pm flight, passing my time by listening to my music on my cellphone with noise cancelling headphones and texting Greg that I was waiting to board my next flight. If the name appears familiar, I also did a blog two years ago for his departed mother’s funeral. We have known each other since I was nine and he was six years old.

Something came up on the alert board informing us heading ton Memphis that the flight was delayed. I thought nothing of it and continued texting my friend letting him know there was some sort of delay. I continued listening to my music. Another flight to Cincinnati came up and those people left. It was now after eleven. I was alone. Everybody had gone. What the heck?

I texted Greg and told him the situation. He called back. “What do you mean you missed your flight?”

“I don’t know. I thought the delay just meant they were holed up and would arrive shortly before taking off to Memphis. But they ended up at another part of the airport. I guess I’m getting a hotel room tonight and I’ll see you in the morning.”

I wasn’t the only one who missed this flight. Another man from Pensacola, Florida sat in one of those wheelchairs the airport provides. Not knowing where I was going, I took this porter’s invitation and also sat in an offered wheelchair, and he pushed us both out to where the airport shuttles going to other hotels.

After a time, a long, long time, we finally had a van shuttle us to the hotel the airline supported us. I planned to give the driver a tip for his efforts, assuming that this shuttle ride was also on Delta’s dime. “That’s $25 please,” the young Arabic looking man told me. I was more than a little taken aback as I handed him a twenty-dollar bill to go with the five dollars I just handed him to go basically around the block.

I was too tired to argue what I felt certain was an error on his part and grabbed my briefcase that was big enough to handle my toiletries as well as my laptop, headphones, and cell phone. I got my complementary room and went to bed after taking a quick shower. I checked my watch, which I still had on PDT that showed 11:30. I set the alarm on my phone for five am.

Day 2

I heard the classical music piece chime on my cell phone. It was dark and early. My initial reaction was what the heck? It’s not Thursday! But then I remembered. I now see my surroundings of the hotel room Delta supplied me because of a miss up on the schedule. Now I’m more or less awake looking at the now alit room and am getting dressed, back into the clothes I came with since my suitcase is presently at the Memphis Airport waiting for me to claim it.

I briefly looked over the boarding pass for the plane that leaves at seven. I have two hours, so I need to move with haste. There was mention of a rail that ran from here to the airport. I thought I caught a glimpse of it last night when that shuttle driver dropped me and that Floridian here.

I left the room bringing with me the key card so that I could drop it off when I go pass the front desk.

The concierge, a bald-headed African American man, much taller, bigger, and younger than me greeted me. He was the same individual who checked me in last night, greeted me with a welcoming smile.

“Good morning, sir. Did you sleep well?”

“It was alright,” I replied vaguely. “I understood there’s a tram that I can take to the airport?”

“Yes, just walk outside there and turn right and go to that building there, take the elevator and it should be here shortly. It runs around every three minutes or so.”

“I have a question.”

“Go ahead. I hope that I have an answer for you, sir.”

“The shutter that dropped me here. Is it a complimentary or private?”

“Well usually it’s complimentary but there are private shuttle vans too.”

“The driver charged me twenty-five dollars.”

“He wasn’t supposed to,” he told me as the smile drained from his face and an angry expression surfaced. “I’ll find out for you…”

“It’s not that important. He may well have been a private service. I didn’t see any markings to indicate he represented a hotel chain.”

“As you wish, sir. Have a good day and safe trip.”

“Thanks,” I replied as I followed him outside, so he pointed me in the right direction. Just as we got outside. I noticed a tram moving quickly through the windows of the second floor of the terminal and headed toward that building.

After I got off the elevator I went to a platform where the next tram was due to arrive. A moment later it sped to a stop as some passengers exited and me and a dozen others boarded. It was a narrow, tubular shaped machine with a bench on either end of the car and vertical grab bars for people to latch onto as the tram sped rapidly down a rail and stopped at the destination, the boarding and TSA inspection area. We all got off and went to the TSA zone where the ritual screening took place.

After that we boarded another tram that took us to the designated boarding terminal. After we got off from there it was a long walk to the boarding zone. As I mentioned earlier this airport had grown by leaps and bounds. It appeared almost like a miniature city itself. Most notably was the stores, shops, and restaurants that catered to the passengers who needed to wait for their next flight. When I arrived at my boarding zone I noticed a sports bar, but the closet Starbucks was a good three hundred yards behind me. I hoped this place would have coffee available because I didn’t want to go back, get in a long line, and risk missing this next flight too.

The African American bartender smiled brightly and greeted me, “Good morning. WE aren’t serving food right now.”

“That’s alright. I just need a cup of coffee.”

“For here or to go?”

“To go please,” I replied as I stood next to the bar with shiny wood surface. I couldn’t tell if it was really wood or that imitation stuff. I figured it was imitation as I waited for what seemed like an exceptionally long time for her to get me a cup of coffee from the back area where I assumed was their pantry and/or kitchen.

Eventually she popped out with Styrofoam cup with secured plastic lid on top. “Here you go sir, which will be eight dollars please.” I handed her my last two five-dollar bills and told to keep the change. “Why thank you sir. Have a pleasant day.”

“You too,” I replied as I left this bar and went across to where I was scheduled to take the next outbound flight to Memphis. I checked my watch and saw I still had an hour to wait. I opened my laptop and began reading over one of my manuscripts. Though I was tempted to play my music, I realized from last night such a thing wasn’t a good idea since that’s what got me into trouble to begin with. So, I drank my coffee, read my story, and waited for my flight.

I finally heard the Delta Agent announced over the PA that my flight was starting to board. I waited for my turn that I figured was the economy class, though later I learned I could have gone first as a disabled person. I kept that information handy for my return trip back to Spokane.

The flight was mostly a quick hop from Atlanta to Memphis. I don’t think it lasted more than an hour before we landed and deplaned. I walked several more hundreds of yards to the baggage claim where Greg waited for me.

“Well, it’s about time you showed up,” he ribbed me with his familiar smile. His beard had grown out again and he reminded me of an old hillbilly without the floppy, holey hat, and double-barreled shotgun.

“Yeah, remind me again to elect earlier flights out of Spokane.” We walked together to the baggage claim office where he knew which suitcase was mine but because of security protocols and me being too tired to even bother, elected to wait until now to grab my suitcase and roll it out the airport.

“I decided to sleep in the parking garage. I don’t recommend doing that again, my back is killing me right now,” Greg told me as we went outside and breathed in the Memphis air. It wasn’t exactly fresh, but it wasn’t bad either. After a bit we found his truck, a Nisson Titan he had just bought the week before. “Well, what do you want to do next?”

“Eat,” I replied, frankly. “I haven’t eaten since last night.”

“Me neither. Anyplace in particular?”

“No.”

He went to his I-phone and found a nearby IHOPS. “IHOPS it is then.” He pushed the ignition button and shifted the truck into gear, and we left the airport, heading to a nearby restaurant that specialized in breakfast.

Breakfast seemed pleasant. I paid for it since it was my fault this happened in the first place. Then, he hit the freeway leaving Memphis and going to Savannah, Tennessee.

Greg’s a good driver. He kind of has to be since this is what he does for a living. Like my passion or calling is writing, his is driving eighteen wheelers day in and day out and dealing with people on the highway who most likely have no business driving. The highway was clear and dry, and the sun was out shiny and bright, with moderate traffic flow. We discussed the fiasco from last night and the latest work I’ve done on my latest project. He then enlightened me on the character I was using, Nate Turner.

“You know there’s another called Ned Turner, right?” He asked me.

“No, not that I’m aware of,” I replied. With one hand on the wheel, he fumbled with Google on his I-phone, he then told Google,

“Ned Turner.”

I read the feed of the notorious Ned Turner, a Tory of the American Revolution who was part of a group that called themselves the old Ninety-six District that attacked rebel families in rural South Carolina. “No, not that. This is much later you know just before, during and after the Civil War,” I told Greg. “And it’s not about Nat Turner neither. He led a slave rebellion in Virginia around that same time.”

“Well, then what’s your book going to be about then?”

“Okay, Nate Turner is a free Black man who eventually becomes a rancher in Eastern Montana and is elected sheriff. One night he gets ambushed and finds himself in Heaven preparing to go in through the purely gates. But he instead talks St. Peter into letting him relive his life as he stands off to the side where he eventually sees his would-be murderer.”

“Oh, well I might be interested in that then. That sounds really interesting. And you say he’s in the Civil War?”

“Yes, there was an actual-colored regiment that fought in a number of battles in Kentucky, Virginia and even here in Tennessee,” I explained. “It was called the Fifth Colored Cavalry Regiment.”

“We’ll have to go to the Shiloe Battlefield Memorial then.”

For reasons that belie my own geographical ignorance, I assumed the Shiloe battlefield was in Mississippi. “Sure,” I told Greg, figuring we would be doing a long road trip as we were doing today.

“You may not know this, or notice this, but we are in Mississippi now, close to a town called Corinth.”

“No, I didn’t know or notice. I must’ve missed the ‘Welcome to Mississippi’ sign.”

“You did, but you were also busy reading about Ned Turner.” He then turned on some music from a Mongolian band called the HU. It sounded to me like a Klingon war chant before taking their Birds of Prey into combat. It was fascinating to say the least. “I listen to all kinds of music while I’m driving.”

The song he played loud and clear was “Wolf Totem.” “It has an interesting beat,” I told him.

“I don’t know what the hell they’re saying, but I like it,” Greg agreed.

In the meantime, I took note of Missiissppi. It is of course very Christian, Bible belt, conservative. I learned long ago from my own family, that I needed respect other peoples’ opinions that weren’t my own. I knew if anyone here shared my views, it was a voice muted as mine was. I didn’t dare assume that anyone here shared my left of center opinions. It was green and warm countryside that if I was outside rather than inside Greg’s truck, I could hear birds chirping or cawing and feel soft breezes blowing on my face.

Eventually we crossed into Tennessee after passing through Corinth, crossed the Tennessee River where one of the dams had created a lake that I didn’t catch the name of. Then after fifteen more minutes we were inside the town of Savannah.

Briefly, Savannah is a small, inviting town. It used to be a dry town of a dry county but now has alcohol available in stores. There are no bars though. Alcohol is served in restaurants as part of the meal, Greg explained to me as we meandered through the town streets to another smaller state highway that led to Warren Lane. His parents’ in law property was up the road and next door to his wife Terry’s aunt. Like me he lived in a fifth wheel trailer with her.

When I got out from his truck, he led me to the small cabin he had built, for me to reside in for my stay. He had the air conditioner running, which was fine for now, but as I told him, I wouldn’t need it tonight.

“Are you sure? It stays warm at night,” Greg warned me.

“I’m positive Greg.” WE returned to his trailer. Next was a small house that would eventually be his and Terry’s when her parents passed. His father-in-law, who also went by Terry, sat in a motorized wheelchair, more of a motorized scooter than wheelchair though. Some time ago, both legs were amputated. He appeared short, though of course he was sitting down, thin, and lean looking, he was an Army veteran who was in Vietnam. He didn’t volunteer his age, but I guessed him well into his eighties. I didn’t know why he had two prosthetics, but I didn’t ask either. Greg introduced us. We shook hands. He had a strong, confident grip.

In front of us was a mess of cut lumber and what appeared like the beginnings of a ramp to go along with a boardwalk that led from the house down to the driveway and over to Greg and Terry’s trailer. It was almost like Terry the father-in-law was waiting for us to arrive continue and where Greg left off. So, we both went to work cutting pieces to fit and slowly it came together, with the exception of a missing piece that would allow his scooter to move up the ramp from the ground to that second two by six board.

I suggested crosscutting an already cut remnant, but they didn’t have the radial arm saw that would’ve worked, making the correct cut. We tried using what was available, but it didn’t pan out as I imagined. “You’ll need to go to Lowes that has such a saw,” I said to Greg. He nodded.

Terry finally made it home. She and her daughter had gone to a doctor’s appointment in Corinth. She had an issue with her foot a while back and finally found a doctor there who listened to her and could give her the correct treatment. She explained later that the majority of doctors here were less than adequate.

“I told them my pain was in my foot,” she exclaimed with more than a hint of frustration. “’No, it’s your knee,’ they kept telling me. They were going to have me committed to a psychiatric facility, thinking I had lost my mind.” She got her Southern drawl back after nearly twenty years in Washington State.

She went up into the camper using a walker to maneuver herself along the deck and inside. Two dogs came out. One a silver-colored Scotty and a little dog that I assumed was a cross Pekinese and Cairn terrier too. I’m not sure. I generally place all such creatures in the ankle biting class of dog. The Scotty was a rescue that Greg found one winter’s morning in South Dakota. He was nearly froze to death, tied to a bumper of a car near a truck stop.

Greg and I eventually followed her inside and we sat to eat some chicken she cooked up on the air fryer she has. We spent a portion of the night chatting about their and my life events including our new grandchildren who came into the world, we watched TV. They were programs that they recorded and streamed. By nine o’clock Tennessee time, I went to bed in that little cabin. I thought I could get in and out of the cot they provided but soon realized my sixty-five-year-old body just wasn’t up to it; something Greg needed to rectify tomorrow.

Day Three

What’s a furry? I asked myself as I listened to Greg’s wife Terry talk with her daughter, Shylene, I believe it is though I could be wrong. She’s got six kids, with the oldest at eighteen and the youngest just born back in May. Anyway, Greg has a doctor’s appointment and I elected to stay here and do some writing and book editing, though conversation has captured my attention and feel I must become part of this.

“Have you heard of it Jerry?” Terry asked me.

“No, I’ve never heard of such a thing.”

“Oh, it’s the newest trend of those people,” her daughter stated in a matter-of-fact way. “These people dress up like a dog or cat or whatever and are demanding rights too just like them LBGTQ people. They want their own litter boxes.”

“I’m surprised you haven’t heard of them Jerry,” Terry told me in awe. “I thought everyone knew about them.”

“It’s what’s wrong with this country. Most people here at least are informed about these people,” Shylene said with disdain. I listened to her but wasn’t bought on what she was selling. I figured it was more about the culture wars between those who want to be who they were and wanting the same basic rights as everyone else and those who see these same people in some negative light to be ridiculed and degraded.

Just then Greg came home, a disappointed expression on his face. “I got the appointment all wrong. It’s in October not September. I missed my eye appointment though. That was yesterday. I just got a text today about that while I was on my way to the doctor.”

“Well, that sucks,” Terry said. “So, it’s next month then?”

“Yeah, and I don’t know where I’ll be next month,” Greg said in frustration. “Well, you want to go and check out Savannah, or stay here?”

“I suppose I can go with you. Where are we going?”

“Well, there’s the county museum. It has some interesting things on the Civil War you might like,” Greg said as he waited for me to put away my laptop and follow him out the door.

I smiled at Terry and her daughter as I got up to leave. “I’ll see everyone later then,” I told them. I followed Greg and closed the door behind me.

“Are you getting hungry?” Greg asked me as I was about ready to climb into the truck. “Wait I almost forgot. I need to help spread some fertilizer on Terry’s aunt’s garden. He climbed aboard a tractor and filled the front loader with darkish brown goop that I presumed was cow or horse manure and moved the tractor down to the neighbor’s place, Terry’s aunt.

I went along and followed him, walking down the green lawn to a nice-looking ranch styled house. A charming elderly woman came to supervise where she wanted Greg to deposit the fertilizer. She then came up to me, offering her hand.

“Hello, Greg has told me all about you. Would you like some sweet tea or water?”

“Water would be great,” I told her as she disappeared in through the back door of the attached garage and returned with a bottled water that she effortlessly opened.

“Here you are. I understand you write.”

“Yes, I authored a couple books.”

“That’s wonderful. It’s so nice Having Greg around. He’s been a great help for us and Terry’s parents.”

“Oh yeah, he’s always willing to lend a hand.”

Greg had completed the task he promised he’d do and drove the tractor back up the private road and parked the tractor.

“Oh, I need to give something to my sister. I got this golf cart; would you like a ride?”

“No, I’ll just wait here for Greg. I guess we’re going to lunch and then that museum.”

“Oh, that will be wonderful,” she exclaimed as she loaded freshly picked swash and zucchini into the cart and drove up the hill. Greg drove his truck down to meet me and I got in.

“She’s a neat lady. She talked a great deal about you, Greg.”

“I’m sure she did. Yeah, she likes that golf cart she bought.” He began driving down the road to the highway.

“Yeah, she offered me a ride in it thought I don’t know where I would’ve sat. That seat was loaded with those vegetables she picked.” We traveled down the highway and into Savannah where he stopped in front of a Ford dealership and texted someone on his phone. A moment later a big African American man came out smiling a cheezie grin that seemingly stretched from ear to ear.

“Greg my man. What’s going on with your fine self today?”

“Well, I wanted to show you the little crack I noticed on the windshield. It’s not much, but I had a similar experience a while back and the entire windshield cracked straight across and I had to pay to get it replaced,” Greg told his salesman. “Oh, and Tim, this is my brother from another mother, Jerry.”

“It’s a pleasure meeting you sir. Now, I’ll talk with Mr. Johnson and see what he says. I don’t recall seeing that crack when I sold it to you, Greg. But I might’ve just overlooked it.” He reached across and shook my hand.

“I also promised you dinner. Are you hungry?” Greg asked as Tim retreated back outside.

“Yeah, I could use a bite. Where were you planning to do this?”

“Hill’s.”

“Well, that’s great,” he replied as he opened the back door of the Titan truck and pulled himself inside. Greg shifted into gear, and we took off down the street and up another when we pulled into a parking lot of an average appearing restaurant with a sign outside proclaiming its name. It appeared more like a diner than restaurant. It was small and probably cozy with that small town flavor that I know Greg appreciated.

We walked inside a hostess greeted us with a welcoming smile. “Good afternoon, gentlemen. How can I help you?”

“WE are all hungry,” Greg announced.

“Well, you came to the right place. This table right here. Will that do?”

“Certainly would,” Greg replied as we all three sat a table with straight back chairs made of wood.

She handed out three menus. “Would y’all care for something to drink?”

“I’ll just have water,” I replied.

“Sweet tea,” Greg answered.

“I’ll have some of that lemonade you got,” Tim replied. She quickly disappeared for the drinks while we looked at the menu. “I don’t know if they serve steak this time of day, Greg. I don’t see it here on the menu.”

“Well, I’ll buy a steak dinner somewhere else then.”

I watched them make up their minds when the waitress came up and smiled down at us. “Are y’all ready?”

“I’ll have the sandwich and salad,” I told her in pleasant tone.

“I’m going for the double burger and fries,” Greg asked,

“I’ll have your chicken basket,” Tim asked.

She smiled at us one last time before disappearing into the kitchen. I heard Greg tell Tim, “It’s been a while since we sat down and shot the bull.”

“That’s for sure, Greg. Of course, you being on the road driving truck is a good portion of that to be sure.”

“Yeah, it is.”

“Now how did you two get together?”

“As near as I remember, our fathers knew each other from work,” I replied.

“We met at his parents’ sometime later,” Greg continued.

“I was nine and he was six I think it was when I first met him and his brother and sisters,” I said to Tim. “We both have a common interest in Hot Wheels and Match Box cars.”

“I’ll be damn,” Tim quipped with a chuckle. “You’ve known each other that long huh?”

“Yeah, we would go back and forth, either his parents would come down to Wenatchee where I lived, or my parents took us up to Methow where they lived.”

Greg must have told Tim about himself because he nodded as if he knew. Our orders arrived and the conversation stopped for a brief period. What small talk that continued dealt mostly with Tim’s car dealership that worked for and what Greg had planned for me for the next few days. Somewhere along the line the issue of my credit came about, and I pulled up my Esperian credit score. He appeared amazed and satisfied. “Are you currently in the market Jerry?”

“No, not at present. I just bought five acres and got most my money tied into that,” I replied not bothering to enlighten him that I had two other people helping to make the monthly mortgage payment.

“What do you do for a living?” He asked.

“I’m a janitor at a tribal casino near Spokane. Plus, I’m trying to be a famous writer.”

“A writer?”

“Yeah, I have all his books. He’s pretty darn good.”

“Really?” He asked in astonishment. “How many books you got published so far?”

“Two from a regular publisher and three self-published,” I replied.

“Well, I’ll be,” Tim stated. “You never told me I was in the midst of greatness, Greg.”

“I’m not that great,” I said feeling the heat on my face radiate with embarrassment.

“Yeah, he’s good but not great yet,” Greg said with a smile.

I gave him that ‘whatever’ expression and ate the last of my salad. It appeared everyone else had finished too and we all got up and went to the hostess. After paying we got in his truck and drove back to the dealership where Greg dropped off Tim.

As I mentioned earlier, the town is small but has a history to it starting with the Cherry Mansion. It was built in the 1830s and looked pretty much like a house a rich person would build and live in, who happened to be the ferry operator of the Tennessee River. Apparently, it was where Civil War General Wallace died after being mortally wounded at Shiloh.

Greg took me there first where we then took a tour of the other historical; homes, most all built after the Civil War. We then stopped by a church that had been there since the Civil War and then we went to the Harden County Museum.

It consisted of Native, prehistoric artifacts just like the ones I saw at the First Americans Museum in Oklahoma City back in February when I visited Uncle Hal. There were also items of the Civil War, such as swords, muskets, pistols, and rifled cannon rounds from Parrot guns. Also mentioned was how the county has evolved since then.

I came away with a fresh perspective this town that I wouldn’t have considered and allowed my ignorance and prejudice to reflect early assumptions I had. Like all places, its people are what makes a town a community. It has its good points and bad. Human nature is no different. It’s all a matter of perspective and being open minded about learning new things.

Tomorrow, I promised Greg, I would help him with his truck. Not the one he just bought but the one that makes him money, his Freightliner.

Day 4

“Jerry, I got to find out what’s wrong with my truck. You want to come with or stay here?” Greg asked me as he collected eggs from the chicken coop, using a plastic sand bucket one would give to their toddler to play in sand boxes or lake shores.

“I was thinking of going with you. I’ll drive your Titan. At my age and physical condition, I don’t think I could climb up into the cab of your truck like done back when I visited you in 2014.”

“That would work out fine. I’ll be right in as soon as I gather breakfast.” He smiled as he disappeared inside the chicken coop.

I went into the trailer where Terry was slowly moving about with her walker in front of her.” If you my loyal readers aren’t familiar with fifth wheel trailers, a good hint is never get in the way of someone traveling in a walker. It’s best to get out of her way because chances are she was on a mission. I stood just inside the kitchen area as she maneuvered around me and up the steps to the bathroom.

Greg came in and commenced to preparing breakfast. Terry came down a little later and I sat on the recliner I sat on yesterday. I watched recorded “Undercover Boss,” while Greg helped Terry until she kicked him out and he sat on his recliner.

After breakfast, I followed Greg in his pickup truck while drove his money maker to a friend’s shop where he planned to fix one of the rear tires. He complained it skipped on the highway. They’re back roads, paved and center lined that I followed Greg’s Freightliner—actually I’m not certain it is a Freightliner. I know it’s not a Mac or Volvo. I guess at this point in the story it isn’t important. It’s a big diesel fueled, powerful truck built and designed to haul big trailers filled with stuff that keeps the economy rolling.

Anyway, I’m following Greg in his big truck and I’m looking at the rear tires and for the life of me can’t discern which tire is skipping or bouncing abnormally. If it’s doing what Greg described that I can’t see it.

We arrived at this house where a mechanic’s shop sits about thirty south by itself. There are trailers parked behind this shop and sign out front announcing a trucking company. I guess Greg began driving truck for this outfit before he landed bigger and better jobs. I mean I don’t know if these guys are big or good. J

Suffice to say the man inside the shop was repairing a tractor. Out front was another big truck similar to Greg’s though I suspected Greg’s was twenty years newer. He was big bruiser of a man with thick arms wearing a t-shirt and jeans with tennis shoes.

I shook his hands and Greg introduced me to Brian, the other initial for “J & B Trucking of Savannah, Tennessee.” Brian came off the tractor and shook my hand. Greg went out to his pickup and moved it further back than where I parked it, which I thought was safely moved off the road and still close enough to the shop. He backed it off the road entirely and facing the shop.

He grabbed a bottle of water and chugged down half. His t-shirt appeared wet with his sweat. His face had grease smudges that he used paper towels to wipe his face and hands. Greg made some phone calls to other truck suppliers, fearing he might have to spend hundreds if not thousands of dollars to repair what he thought might be wrong with it. Brian went back to work on the tractor. I sat on an RV captain’s chair and waited.

After a bit, Greg came back with a scowl on his bearded face and informed us there wasn’t anybody who could replace the parts cheaply. By now, Brian appeared done working on his tractor. “Go ahead and park your rig there,” he told Greg and wiped his grease-stained hands on another paper towel.

Greg backed his rig very close to where he parked his pickup, and I feared the worst. He barely cleared his newly bought truck with inches to spare and moved his money maker into the shop, nose first. Brian then moved his forklift in behind the rearend of the Freightliner, used chains that he wrapped carefully around the forklift forks and the rear of the truck and proceeded to raise the forklift’s forks up until the rear tires were suspended.

Greg placed the truck in gear and all eight rear tires spun forward. I couldn’t tell whether there was a problem though I noticed a barely brief lateral wobble on the forward right tire. But I figured it must have been a normal issue, but Brian told Greg to stop and check out the issue.

“I need wheel stabilizers then,” Greg stated with displeasure.

“I’ll see what I can come up with,” Brian volunteered and went to another part of the shop. After a time, he came back with four aluminum rings that had predrilled holes to insert the lug nuts onto the tires.

“What do I owe you?” Greg asked in amazement.

“You can pay me a couple hundred later,” Brian stated.

“Jerry, one of these was going to cost me eight hundred,” Greg explained as they went to work, pulling the tires off the truck and then removing the wheels from the tires so they could remove the old stabilizers and replace them with the replacement parts.

It was mid afternoon by the time Greg and Brian were finished replacing that necessary parts and then remounting the tires. Brian left to run banking errands and Greg and I went home. He apologized for not being able to go to the battlefield.

“Don’t worry about it Greg. There’s always tomorrow. We can go then.”

Day 5

I don’t know who or how the conversation evolved into the day Greg’s mother died. The description and the emotion that we all felt was enough for Greg to announce, “Can we talk about something else?”

Greg then got up and told me we were going to Shilo. He promised me yesterday that we would check out the Civil War battlefield. Of course, I still mistakenly assumed the battlefield was in Northern Mississippi and figured we were going on a road trip.

Imagine my surprise when we drove about six miles south of Savannah and took a left off the divided highway and took Pittsburg Landing Road and there it was, the monuments, the relics, the cannons aligned for us tourists to gawk at and enjoy.

I got out and walked along the road. I considered this hallowed ground. Three thousand soldiers from both sides, who believed their cause was correct, died on this field over 160 years ago. I felt so many emotions as I walked alone. I heard birds chattering about and wondered if those same ancestors made the same cawing sounds on that day. Or was it deathly quiet, like just before a storm struct. I saw the forest, the open fields where countless lives were lost and forever changed, the blue sky of late September, cloudless and warm, and I stopped in front of one of many monuments and took pictures.

Greg rolled up to me and I’m sure he saw how affected I was. I wanted to check out the visitors’ center where they were going to show the Ken Burns documentary of the battle. I got in his truck, and we moved to a parking area in front of the information center. We sat in the theater where the civil war battle was aired for our benefit. The lights dimmed and we got to see and learned the futility of war.

It is still my belief that both John Adams and Thomas Jefferson are to blame for this war. It was an avoidable truth of our common history. All they had to do back in 1797 was outlaw slavery in America. Granted, what to do with freed Black Americans would have been an unavoidable consequence of such an act. But this war would have not occurred when it did.

After the film, we went to the cemetery. At first, I wanted to go down there and see each tomb stone, touch the granite or marble headstones. But it was so vast, so overwhelming, so emotional I thought it best to take a picture using a panoramic shot of what I experienced and hoped that whoever saw that picture, they would feel what I felt.

We then went back inside the truck and drove slowly down these roads that led us past skirmishes, places such as the Hornets’ Nest, a heavily wooded field where it was said the mini balls that flew from both sides sounded like a nest of angry hornets. The ground where General Johnston died after he was shot in the back of his knee. I told Greg that there’s an artery behind the knee. He probably didn’t even realized he was wounded until he died. Bloody Pond and the ferry landing where Union reinforcements arrived favoring the balance of the battle on the Sunday of the third day into the North’s favor.

We went back to Savannah and his place. We went to a Mexican restaurant later and then tomorrow we would go to church.

Book Review

My loyal readers, I just received good news on a positive review of my book I Albert Peabody. Kirkus Indie gratefully did the review and it was well received. Please read for yourself, and if you haven’t decided on a Christmas gift, then now is your opportunity.

I, ALBERT PEABODY
Confessions of a Serial Killer
Jerry P. Schellhammer
Austin Macauley (128 pp.)
$6.78 hardcover, $3.32 e-book
ISBN: 9781647509309
May 26, 2023

In Schellhammer’s novel, an elderly serial killer chronicles an alarming string of murders he’s committed over the course of decades.

Albert Peabody sits in a Washington State mental hospital. Authorities suspect the 85-year-old of killing 10 people whose remains were left in urns stashed inside a mausoleum. Albert writes out his confession to Dr. Schwartz: He’d been a POW in the Korean War, then he returned to Spokane, his hometown, and married his high-school sweetheart. Their daughter got sick, and when a doctor failed to save her life, Albert took revenge on the doctor’s child. He confesses to multiple murders spanning the 1960s to the 1980s, mostly committed as responses to what he perceived as slights. He freely admits to other shocking atrocities as well. While Albert acknowledges he’s a monster, he doesn’t think he’s crazy. Schwartz reads pages and pages of descriptions of the man’s crimes but is certain that Albert is keeping something to himself, regarding an apparent deathbed confession of Albert’s father’s. Schellhammer maintains a consistent tone throughout these writings of a narcissistic serial killer—Albert continually addresses Schwartz as “Herr Doctor” and takes unmistakable joy in recounting every awful thing he’s done. While the author avoids graphic details, the killer’s myriad deeds and cold indifference make for a mercilessly dark tale. Beneath Albert’s playful narration, readers get glimpses into his psyche, as when particular questions from Schwartz infuriate him. The killer, on occasion, seemingly contradicts himself, but he’s very clearly not the most reliable narrator, and at least some of these contradictions make sense as the story progresses. There are a few surprises awaiting readers in the final act (some more convincing than others), leading to a gratifying ending.

A fascinating and relentlessly dour peek into an evil mind.
 Kirkus Reviews